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The Evil That Men Do 5

Chapter 7
BOSTON

There was a parking lot behind the building in which I lived in and as I
drove my car around to park, I noticed Hawk leaning against the wall near
the entrance as if he were the door man. Of course, I was the only one that
knew him well enough who could think of him as a friendly door man and still
continue to breathe. For Hawk was no door man. Hell, he wasn't even all
that friendly. The last person I knew of that even had the audacity to call
Hawk a door man wound up in traction for several months. Hawk had used a
door to beat the man senseless.

Well, the guy had deserved it. But that was another time.

I glanced at Willow and I couldn't help but notice her reaction at seeing
Hawk. Her eyes were focused on him, and they were wide with wonder,
curiosity, and fear.

I turned the car off and turned to her. "Willow..."

I watched her as she forcibly turned away from looking at Hawk. Her eyes
looked at me. She was trembling a little. But there was a look on her
face. It was as if she were trying to work something out in her mind.

"That's Hawk," I told her softly. "He's my friend."

She looked at me.

"Willow...how can a guy named after a bird be bad?"

She turned her head and looked at Hawk through the windshield. Then she
looked at me again, questioning me with her eyes. At least I noticed that
she wasn't trembling any more.

"Hawk won't hurt you," I said. "He wants to find out who you are like I do.
We both want to help you." I paused. "Will you let us?"

Willow sat there for awhile and I gave her all the time she needed. I knew
she was working things out in her mind. She was probably wondering about
who her parents were, where she went to school, and did she have a boy
friend? If I had lost my memory, I would have been thinking along those
lines. Well, except about the part of wondering who my boy friend was.
There was something else I knew she must have been thinking.

She was probably wondering how she got here.

And the way she was looking at Hawk...it was as if she recognized him.

(((She saw Hawk standing over her, but it wasn't really Hawk. Just someone
who looked like him. Someone who watched over her and kept her safe from
the man with the snake eyes.)))

She finally looked at me and hesitated. But she nodded her head.

I climbed out of the car and moved around to open the door for her. Hawk
didn't move from the wall he was against and I knew that it was because he
wanted to give Willow her space. He didn't want to frighten her, and
believe me, he could be very frightening at times. He even scared me and
I'm as tough as nails.

I popped open my trunk and waved Hawk over. "Can I borrow your hands?" I
asked him.

He walked over slowly, looking at Willow. He stayed on one side of my car
as she watched him from the other side. "My hands won't look good on you.
I think I'll keep them." He flashed his teeth in a smile. "Better for me
than for you anyway."

"Actually, it would be better for me, Hawk," I told him. "Because it works
better if you take some groceries with your hands instead of me picking up
groceries with your hands. If the neighbors see something like that, what
will they think?"

"They think you just tryin' to be me."

Willow took a bag. She wanted to feel useful.

Hawk took two bags and because I really was a better man than he was, I took
the remaining three. But somehow, I still felt like I had gotten the raw
end of the deal. As we walked toward the entrance, Willow kept me between
herself and Hawk, but her eyes kept watching him. She seemed to be deeply
curious about him. The fear she showed earlier was gone. I took that as a
good sign.

"Hawk," I said as I adjusted my grip on the three bags of groceries, "I'd
like for you to meet Willow."

Hawk managed to open the door with two bags in his hands, the big show-off,
as he smiled at the girl. "Hello, Willow."

There's something you should know about Hawk. He wasn't the type of guy who
smiled a lot. When he did smile, it usually meant he was going to crack
open someone's head or throw someone through a window or he was going to do
a number of unkind things to someone that was best left for the imagination.
I wondered if the smile from Hawk was a frightening experience for Willow
so I looked at her with some concern.

But she was simply peeking at him from my side.

Hawk regarded me. "The girl has a name?"

I shrugged. "She just doesn't look like a Jane."

"Where'd 'Willow' come from?"

"She saw something in the park that caught her eye. We went to look at it
and, well, it was a tree. A great big Weeping Willow." I paused. "She
seemed to respond to it as if it meant something to her."

We headed for the elevator. I lived on the top floor.

"She talk any?" Hawk asked.

I shook my head. "No. The doc says that her lack of speech is the same as
her lack of memory. She seems to have lost these abilities through trauma
and only time will tell if she talks at all, gets her memory back...or
both."

We stopped at the elevator and when the doors opened, Willow recoiled. The
bag of groceries she had been holding onto dropped to the floor and she
backed up as fast as she could. The wall stopped her from going any further
so she just slid to the floor, held her knees to herself and stared into the
elevator. It occurred to me that the elevator was small and confining.
Almost like a big box.

(((She saw darkness. All around her...nothing but darkness. She was
trapped. She couldn't move. The air was so thin, she could barely breathe.
Her arms were trapped behind her back. Her knees were tucked up against
her as if she had been rolled into a ball. She wanted to scream but she
couldn't...Then she felt like she was floating...floating...)))

I put my groceries down and knelt beside her. Thankfully, the elevator
doors closed, but her eyes were locked on them. I looked at her and placed
a hand gently on her shoulder.

She didn't move, and I worried about how tense her body had become.

"Willow..." I said softly. I held my hand out to her. "Willow, take my
hand."

She looked at me then as if she were coming out of a trance. She grabbed my
hand as her eyes filled with tears. She didn't know what to do and she was
looking to me for help. She didn't understand what was happening to her or
why.

"We'll take the stairs," I told her. "Okay?"

She glanced over at the elevator as if it were some kind of beast and nodded
her head. I helped her to her feet and then we picked up the groceries.

Hawk was watching us, but I noticed that he had grabbed one of my bags which
left me with two. "Stairs does the body good," Hawk said.

"I thought milk did that," I responded. "Besides, you're still so young.
I'm old and need my strength."

"Nah. You just lazy."

We headed for the stairs and we walked up five flights. My apartment was
right at the top of the stairs and we were inside at no time at all. Hawk
and I put the groceries away. He saw the prescription of MS Conton that I
had left on the counter the night before, and I was able to put it away
discreetly before he could read the label.

"Didn't know you liked candy." Hawk regarded me. "I could have brought you
some."

I shrugged and looked at Willow. She was just standing by the counter
watching us and wringing her hands nervously. She looked like a lost and
frightened little girl. My heart ached for her.

"Are you hungry?" I asked her. "You didn't eat much at the hospital. Would
you like some breakfast?"

She shrugged.

"We can have eggs and toast...or we can go for the cereal you picked out and
eat that since they won't let the rabbit eat it."

She seemed to like the idea of the cereal better than the eggs. I grabbed
three bowls and I grabbed a carton of milk from the fridge, and then I
carried them all to the table. Hawk was way ahead of the game. He had
grabbed the Trix and he had even snatched up three spoons from the
silverware drawer since I had forgotten about them. Then he joined us at
the table.

"Funny thing about the rabbit on this box." I tapped the cartoon picture of
the rabbit who was watching three kids dancing around a giant bowl of Trix.
"They put him on the cover of the cereal boxes. They even get the poor
rabbit to do commercials for them." I poured some of the cereal into a bowl
for Willow, then for myself, and then I winked at her. "But they won't let
him eat the cereal. Doesn't seem fair, does it?"

Willow put a stern look on her face and shook her head.

Hawk took the box from me. "Maybe he's just a bad bunny, 'cause I happen to
know Bugs wouldn't put up with that."

"Why is he a bad bunny, Hawk? What did he do? Steal about fourteen
carrots?"

Hawk gave me a look. "You losin' it, Bro. That was bad. Even for you."

I grinned.

There the three of us sat, eating Trix. Willow dabbled with her cereal and
she didn't finish it all, but she did eat some of it. But as we sat there,
her eyes would travel between Hawk and myself. Back and forth, back and
forth, she watched us. I was just glad that she wasn't afraid of us. She
even seemed to accept Hawk.

I glanced at him. "Did you happen to find out anything, or did you just
show up for the Trix?"

"I came for the Trix," Hawk said. He paused as he looked at Willow.
"However, there was something I did find out about."

"And that being?"

"Somebody big is out there looking for a package that was lost. In fact,
the Lost Boys were sent last night to bring the package back to its owner."
He flashed his teeth. "They were hindered."

I looked at him. "You were the hinderee." It wasn't a question.

"I was."

To myself, I cursed. I certainly didn't want to expose Willow to my
colorful vocabulary which I usually reserved for moments like this. I had
run into the Lost Boys once, and they were vicious scum of the earth. They
were street trash hoodlums who believed they were some how invincible. I
knew as Hawk did that we could not allow them to get their hands on Willow.

I would rather die before I let that happen.

"Who lost this package?" I asked.

"Well, Snake-Eyes did. That's why his boss wasn't too pleased with him."

And that was why Snake-Eyes had lost his head. The Lost Boys must have been
the ones who had carried out the execution. I looked at Hawk. "Who is
their boss? Who do they work for? Did you find that out?"

He looked at me and nodded once. "Uh-huh." Then, he asked me, "Do you like
Sushi?"

"Not with my Trix." I then realized who he meant. "S'ushi Alyssia?"

Hawk nodded.

"She's back in Boston?"

"Word is that she'll be arriving today." He paused for affect. "She'll be
in a foul mood. She'll know eventually where the package is. For a fish,
she's pretty smart."

I had tried to gather enough evidence against S'ushi Alyssia once before
about a year ago that would have proven she was involved deep into White
Slavery. But the bitch had friends in high places and the evidence had
simply disappeared. And so had she. But now she was back. She didn't like
me for good reason. I was okay with that though because I didn't like her
either. She was the only woman I had ever met that I wouldn't have minded
slapping. Or punching like a man for that matter.

I looked at Willow.

I suddenly understood why this sweet girl had been afraid of the female
nurses and doctors at the hospital. Because S'ushi Alyssia was a woman and
she had hurt Willow. Somehow. Would Willow ever remember what S'ushi
Alyssia had put her through? I was beginning to hope that Willow would
never remember. I knew what S'ushi was capable of.

"We can't let her get the package," I said to Hawk.

Hawk smiled. "She won't. 'Cause first chance I get, I's gonna introduce
little S'ushi to Charlie of the Sea and maybe if they get along nicely, they
can make little tuna's together." He flashed a smile.

I looked at him. "And you accused me of making a bad pun with my fourteen
carrots comment?"

"I been around you too long. You're starting to rub off on me."

____________________________

BOSTON-SHERATON HOTEL

"This thing weighs a ton!" Xander exclaimed as he and Giles carried the
chest to the door of their room.

Together, they put the chest down and Giles took a deep breath as he fished
out the room key.

Xander thought of Angel inside the chest as he caught his breath. "Now I
know what it means when people talk about 'dead weight'."

Giles opened the door and then he reached for the chest. "Well...l-let's
get him inside."

Xander bent to the task and the two of them tried to get through the door,
but for some odd reason, they couldn't get the chest through the doorway.
Giles frowned. It was like there was some kind of invisible barrier that
prevented them entrance to their room.

"What's wrong?" Xander asked. "Why can't we get in?"

Giles was thinking about it. "G-give me a second, Xander. It will come to
me."

"Giles," said a muffled voice from inside the chest.

Xander glanced nervously about in the hall but there wasn't anyone else
about...Damn, he thought. Except for the couple that just got off the
elevator. Oh, shit...and the lady wheeling the cleaning cart their way. He
was beginning to feel awkward.

Giles looked at Xander, but to the chest, he said, "Er, what is it...Angel?"

There was a paused. Then Angel's muffled voice said, "The room was paid in
your name?"

"Er, y-yes."

"Then it's your room. You know the drill."

Giles looked at Xander.

Xander frowned. "What is he talking about?"

Realization suddenly dawned on Giles. "Oh, er, A-Angel. You're invited."

With that done, he and Xander easily carried the chest through the doorway
and Xander kicked the door shut with his foot.

"L-let's just set this down...against the wall," Giles told Xander. He
gasped for breath. "A-and we must close those...curtains."

They set the chest down.

Xander took a deep breath and he closed the curtains while Giles turned on
the lights. He then took out a key from his pocket, unlocked the padlock
from the chest, and opened it.

Angel looked up at him from inside the chest. "Giles," he said with a
groan, "this is definitely not the best way to travel."

Giles reached in and he helped Angel up. Angel leaned on Giles to keep his
balance. Then he stood up, he stretched, and rubbed the back of his neck.
Suddenly, there was an audible crack.

Xander flinched. "Hey! That really sounded good!" He made a face.

"It felt good," Angel told him.

"I was being sarcastic." Xander looked from Angel to Giles. "Okay. So
here we are. What's our first move?"

Angel stepped out of the chest and he glanced toward the window, grateful
that the curtains had been closed. At the same time, he wished that he
could feel the warmth of the sun on his skin as a human did. As he once
did, so long ago.

"There are some people I have to see," Angel said.

Xander frowned. "Angel, I don't know how to break this to you, but unless
you can make these people come here to us, you'll have to wait until it gets
dark."

"There's no time. Our only hope is to find Willow before they put her on a
ship...or worst." He closed his eyes as the image of what he had seen at
the Funhouse came into his mind. He looked at Giles. "We have to hit the
sewers."

"Manhole covers are outside," Xander pointed out to him, "and outside is
where the sun is."

Angel looked at him. "We can get to the basement. We'll find access to the
sewers there."

Giles headed for the door. "Th-then, there's no more time to waste."

They headed for the basement.
_____________________________

BOSTON-THE WHARF...(The Villains)

She was tall and athletic. She had dark green eyes and red hair that
cascaded down her shoulders. Her name was S'ushi Alyssia and she spun
through the air, lashing out with a spin-kick that took the man full in the
face. The man fell hard against a stack of crates and he slumped to the
floor. He looked up in time to receive a kick in his ribs.

Two of them cracked.

Groaning in pain, the man tried to curl himself into a ball. S'ushi didn't
let him.

She grabbed a handful of hair and slammed him face first into the floor.
Then, she hauled him to his feet and glared into his face.

"Stand up and take it like a man," she growled at him.

The man grimaced from the pain, but he decided that to obey was the best
course of action. He stood up and tried to keep himself straight. His ribs
hurt badly and he couldn't keep the pain from showing on his face.

S'ushi backed away from him, and she turned to face David and his two boys.
She noticed that one of the Lost Boy's was missing and that the remaining
three were not too pleased about that.

Now S'ushi did not have the slightest idea why Little Mikey was missing.
But she didn't really care why anyway. After all, it wasn't her concern.

Only one thing concerned her.

"Somebody lost my toy," she said through clenched teeth, "and I want it
back!" She stopped to glare at Billiard who was standing by with three of
his thugs. Billiard had a fourth lackey but that fool was currently trying
to stand after having received S'ushi's personal greeting of hello...with
her feet of fury striking every vulnerable part of his body.

"Snake-Eyes paid for his carelessness with his life," Billiard said calmly.
"The Lost Boys saw to that." He cast a glare in their direction.

S'ushi scowled. "Snake-Eyes was one of yours," she reminded him with venom
in her voice. "He allowed the safe-house to burn and he ran out of there to
save his own miserable ass. Because of him, I'm out of a lot of money." A
look of pleasure crossed her face as she thought of her new favorite girl.
"And a lot of fun." Then a dangerous look came across her face as she
turned to fix a glare upon the man she had been toying with. He was still
standing there, trying to look like he wasn't in any pain. S'ushi smiled
and regarded Billiard. "You just can't find good help these days, can you?"

Billiard didn't hesitate. "I can handle my men."

"Oh, so can I. And a whole heluva lot better than you can."

They were in an old, abandoned warehouse on the Wharf. It was a great place
to conduct business, and it was also a great place for taking out the trash.

"You know," S'ushi began conversationally, "I've always loved to watch the
Wild, Wild West. Nobody could tame the wild west and take on the notorious
villains of the day like James West and Artemus Gordon could. They were my
heroes." She let out a sigh. "I have learned so much from watching them."

She clicked her heels together.

A knife blade appeared from out of the toe of her right boot. She suddenly
spun-kicked through the air and the blade sliced through the man's neck. He
grasped at his throat in surprise, but as the blood seeped through his
fingers, a look of panic crossed his face.

He gasped for breath.

Then he fell to his knees and he looked up at S'ushi pleadingly.

S'ushi just casually put her foot on his chest and pushed him onto his back.
She watched the life fade right out of him and it gave her such a rush.

David glanced at Marco and Damien, and he had to smile at the woman's cruel
nature. Damn, he thought, but she would make such a wonderful vampire.
Then he smirked at Billiard and his remaining thugs.

S'ushi noticed, and she smiled. She just loved the rivalry between the two
groups. She needed them both, but she liked the Lost Boys better because
they really did know how to be bad. Billiard and his thugs could be bad,
too, but they didn't do it for fun. In fact, she doubted if they even knew
how to have fun. Not everything was always about money.

Hell...the Lost Boys were just bad.

She smiled at them. "If you boys want a snack, you'd better hurry. This
man's blood will go cold when the light of life fades from his eyes."

David shook his head. "Nah. None for me, thank you." He looked at Marco
and Damien. "But if my boys want to dive in, they're more than welcome to."

Marco and Damien looked at S'ushi expectantly.

She invited them to the feast with a wave and a smile.

The man on the floor was still barely clinging to his life. His eyes
widened as he saw the two vampires approaching him. They sank their teeth
into him and they fed on him.

Some of Billiard's men looked away. But Billiard watched the scene before
him. He was furious, and yet he didn't let it show that he was.

David watched him. The look on his own face told his rival that S'ushi
liked him better.

S'ushi herself watched the feeding frenzy for a moment. Then she got bored
with it and turned to regard both Billiard and David. "I want my wittle
Willow back," she told them.

"I have men looking for her now," Billiard responded.

"I don't want them looking!" she snapped. "I want them finding! Find her.
Bring her to me unharmed, but kill whoever she is with."

"What if she's with Hawk?" David asked her.

S'ushi looked at him with genuine interest. "Hawk?"

He nodded. "He was at the hospital last night."

"And?"

"And I know Hawk. Starting a scene in a public place like that would have
only drawn unwanted attention."

S'ushi approached him. "Are you telling me that Hawk wouldn't let you in
because he was protecting her?"

He nodded again.

"If Hawk is protecting the sweet little bitch...then so is Spenser." She
smiled. "And that means he would have taken her to his renovated
firehouse."

David smiled. "Me and my boys can go there tonight."

Billiard interrupted. "Me and my boys can go there right now."

David glared at him.

S'ushi smiled. "Oooh, I just love the male testerone in here right now."
She laughed. "Needs a little hot sauce, I think." She looked at Billiard.
"You will send seven of your best men. They will bring me my girl back and
don't forget to have them kill anyone who tries to stop them."

"I will lead them myself," Billiard assured her.

"The hell you will. You're staying here with me."

Billiard wanted to protest, but he knew better.

S'ushi looked thoughtful. "Now...when I do get my girl back, I'm going to
teach her a lesson for causing me so much worry." She smiled. "Cause me
worry...I will cause you pain."
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Chapter 8
THE SCOOBIES

"Stay out of sight," Angel whispered to Xander and Giles. "Someone else is here."

Giles nodded, and he and Xander kept to the shadows.

They had traveled through the tunnel system that ran beneath the city of Boston. They came to a large opening and it turned out to be a subway station that was no longer in service. Angel stood upon the old tracks as he looked around. His eyes soon stopped their search when he discovered the source of his intuitive warning.

Someone was standing on the platform. He was standing in the light, but his features were in shadow. Off to the man's right, there was someone else in the shadows near the end of the platform. A third person was on the man's left, also in the shadows.

Angel focused on the man who was standing in the light. "I knew I'd run into you sooner or later, David," he said casually.

David stepped forward. His face was revealed in the light now. His youthful face grinned as he looked at the vampire standing upon the tracks. "Well, I'll be a son-of-a-bitch. This is a surprise." He chuckled. "I haven't seen you since the Tea Party."

"That was a long time ago."

"Yes. It was, Angelus." David paused to regard him. "Or is it just Angel now?"

Angel didn't say anything.

David nodded his head knowingly. "You reek of good will, Angel. You almost smell like a human. I don't like it. I also know that you didn't come here alone. I can smell human blood."

"I just want to ask you a few questions, David."

David shook his head and he smiled. "No...no, you don't. You want to kill me like you killed Little Mikey."

Angel paused. "I see. I was wondering why there were only three of you. Usually there's four."

David regarded him. He knew that something had happened to Little Mikey but now he was certain that it wasn't Angel who was involved in his disappearance. He thought back to that night when Hawk had said something to Little Mikey. Little Mikey hadn't told him what Hawk had said.

And now Little Mikey was gone.

"What do you want?" David asked Angel.

Angel didn't hesitate. "I'm looking for someone."

"And you want me to help you find this someone?" David laughed. "Human or demon?"

"She's human. Her name is S'ushi Alyssia."

David tried not to look surprised. "Why the hell do you want to find S'ushi?"

"That's between me and S'ushi."

He laughed and shook his head. "You are a piece of work, Angel. You and your human friends are asking me to lead you to S'ushi Alyssia? This is unbelievable!" He raised his hands and laughed.

Marco and Damien laughed, too.

David stopped laughing as he regarded Angel thoughtfully. "You know, this isn't hard to figure out. You're not really after S'ushi, are you? You're after another girl. One with long red hair and beautiful green eyes. That's the girl you seek, isn't it?" He watched Angel closely. "Isn't it? Oh, I see it now. Angel is looking...for Willow."

Angel clenched his teeth and he balled his hands into fists.

"This girl must be real special," David began, "to cause a vampire with a soul to come-a looking for her. But you know what?" He showed his demon face and ran his tongue over his upper teeth. "She was like Maxwell House Coffee...good to the last drop."

From his hiding place, Xander began to step out but Giles held him back.

Angel moved toward David.

David laughed. "Spread out, boys! Go home! This fight is for later!" He knew that Angel had a soul, but he also knew that Angel was extremely dangerous. He had to warn S'ushi about him.

Angel jumped up to the platform and David simply waited for him. Then David grabbed him as he was getting his balance and spun him around. He slammed Angel into a post, kicked him in the back, and then he shoved him off the platform.

Angel hit the tracks. When he got back to his feet, Giles and Xander had joined him. They looked up at the platform.

David was gone.

From somewhere in the tunnels, they heard the echoes of his laughter.

***

Marco was laughing himself as he ran through the tunnels. He was going to meet with David and Damien back at the warehouse and he couldn't wait to see them. They would share in a good laugh at Angel's expense as they plotted his demise. Marco was looking forward to it.

He was also looking forward to the night. They had every intention of hunting for Little Mikey's killer, for surely he had to be dead by now. Little Mikey was never absent from them for very long. Through deductive reasoning, it only made perfect sense to them that it had to have been Hawk who had killed Little Mikey.

Marco turned a corner and something struck him in the throat, causing him to fall hard onto his back. Gasping for breath, he looked up and saw that he had been clothes lined by a large black man with a bald head.

It was none other than Hawk himself.

Glaring at him, Marco got to his feet and attacked Hawk with a vengeance. Hawk was already braced for the attack. He lowered his body, grabbed a hold of the charging vampire by the arm, and he flung him over his back. The vampire crashed to the floor, but he was quick to climb back on his feet.

Unfortunately for him, Hawk was a lot quicker.

Hawk brought his foot into Marco's stomach, causing him to double over. Hawk then brought both of his fists down onto Marco's back, forcing him to the floor.

Hawk didn't plan on allowing Marco any recovery time. His method of fighting was to hit the enemy hard and hit the enemy fast.

Besides, Hawk hated vampires almost as much as he loved exterminating them.

He kicked Marco in the side. As Marco tried to roll over to protect his side, Hawk kicked him in the face. Then he reached down, picked up the vampire by his clothes, and he slammed him face first into the wall. He slammed him once more and dropped him onto the floor.

Marco stumbled back up and he slumped against the wall as he turned to face Hawk. He pointed at the black man. "You bas--!"

Hawk's fist collided with his face.

After a few more poundings from Hawk, the beatings finally stopped. Marco found himself with his back against the wall. The wall was actually helping him to remain on his feet.

Marco glared at Hawk through swollen eyes. "Y-you killed Little Mikey!" he accused.

"What a coincidence," Hawk said casually, "'cause now I'm gonna kill you."

Marco realized that he didn't have the strength to fight Hawk. For a human, the man was quite strong. And he had already given him a nasty beating.

Marco had no choice. He had to bargain with the man. He had to plead for his life. "I...I can give you something. I know what S'ushi is doing."

Hawk grabbed him by the throat. "S'ushi is going to go for a swim when I get to her. That's what she will be doing."

"Please," Marco pleaded, gasping.

Hawk loosened his grip. "Are you begging?"

"They're going to Spenser's firehouse apartment...to get Willow." He gasped. "S'ushi sent seven men."

Hawk thought about that. He also wondered how Marco knew to call the girl Willow. Could that be her real name after all? Finally, he grunted. "There's a word for people like you. Know what it is?" He brought his face close. "Dumb. Spenser don't be living at the firehouse no more."

"But...but I gave you something! You have to let me go!"

Hawk flashed him his teeth in a smile. "You think I'm a cop and this is a plea bargain? Think again." He grabbed Marco by the head with both hands.

"No!" Marco shouted. "What are you--?"

Hawk twisted hard.

SNAP!

Marco's headless body fell to the ground as his face registered surprise. Hawk dropped the head after the body and watched them both turn into dust.

Hawk dusted himself off. He straightened his attire, and he turned around with the intention of leaving from the tunnels. But as he turned around, he came face to face with Angel.

Hawk could tell the difference between a living being and the walking undead simply by looking at them.

He recognized Angel for what he was.

Before Angel could stop him, Hawk's hands gripped him by the head and he began to twist.

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SPENSER

Willow was anxious. She has taken to sitting on the couch with her arms wrapped around her knees. Her eyes were filled with tears and my heart felt like it was being torn asunder.

I couldn't bear to see her like this.

I was angry that the cruel fates had brought her to this, but at the same time I was a realist. Things happened. There was no reason or method to why things happened the way they did. They just happened. That's just the way life was. Life is always throwing curve balls at you no matter how hard you try to continue on with your life.

The curve ball could be anything from a diagnosis of cancer to being taken away from the comfort of your own home and waking up in a hospital bed not knowing who you were. There were no true guarantee's in life except for what you made of it yourself.

I was going to continue on with my life until I couldn't go on any more, cancer be damned! And as long as I still had breath within me, I was going to find a way to get Willow her own life back.

I sat next to her and instinctively wiped my fingers at her tears on her face. "I know it seems bad right now, but it will be all right," I tried to assure her.

She just looked at me.

"Can you remember anything?"

She shook her head.

"Does the name Willow mean anything to you?"

She looked thoughtful. Then she nodded, but she still seemed hesitant. I thought that the name of Willow meant something to her when we were looking up at the Weeping Willow tree at the park, for she had reacted positively to the name. But now she just appeared to be uncertain of how the name Willow meant to her. Only that it did.

I held my hand out to her and she grabbed it. I wondered again about the significance of such a simple gesture. What did it mean to her?

"Sometimes a hug helps the hurt go away," I said gently.

I wrapped my arms around her and she put her head on my shoulder with her face toward my neck. I could feel her tears on my neck as she cried softly. She didn't make any sound other than the occasional sniffling that accompanied crying, and sometimes she would take a few deep breaths.

I never felt so damned helpless in all my life. I myself was a man who hardly ever shed a tear. Oh, sure, maybe when I was a kid. But since becoming a grownup, I never even sobbed watching a sappy love story with Susan. I was so tough that I could cut onions until they were mush and still be a man who did not shed one single tear.

But as I held this weeping girl in my arms, I could feel my own throat tighten with emotion. I wanted to cry. I really did. The only reason I didn't was because I wanted to be strong for her. I'm not saying that crying is a weakness...I just wanted her to feel safe.

Even so, I wasn't used to feeling like this. I usually take on all of my cases with a lot of vim and vigor, but now I was convinced that they both went on vacation. What the hell was wrong with me? I should be out there roughing up the neighborhood, asking questions...getting in people's way. Stepping on toes.

But I couldn't leave Willow alone.

I had to rely on Hawk for the people pushing. At least I knew he was good at that.

I still felt so damned helpless. I felt like I wasn't doing enough for Willow. I held her for a while and my thoughts again turned to the child I never had. I found myself wondering if Willow would ever accept me as a father if she couldn't go home. Then I realized that I was just being selfish. She was somebody's daughter. Not mine. I had to find a way to get her home.

I looked at my watch.

It was twelve o' clock. Noon.

I had told Hawk that if he wasn't back by noon, then I would take Willow some place safe. There was a safe house on the outskirts of Boston that Quirk let me use from time to time. It sat next to an old cemetery. Hawk knew where it was and if he didn't find us here, then he would look for us there.

"Willow," I said, moving her gently so I could look at her, "it's time for us to go."

She nodded.

We both got up from the couch and I decided that I should try to get her to take her medicine again. I put her medicine on the counter and I put mine on the counter, too.

Willow just watched me.

I went to the refrigerator and I pulled out two bottles of water.

Now I was showing off. I held onto both of the bottles in one hand, and as I held them with one hand, I used my other hand to open both of the bottles. Not many people could do that little trick but I was big and I had big hands. So I could pull it off.

At least it brought a half smile to Willow's face so I was reassured that I was half impressive. Half was better than nothing at all.

I placed one bottle of water onto the counter in front of her and I placed the other in front of me. I then opened my prescription of MS Conton pills and I took one out.

I showed it to her. "This is for me. I have a doctor like you had at the hospital and he told me that I have to take this...for pain."

Her eyes locked onto mine. I got the strongest impression that she was trying to see my pain. The medicine I took was only masking my pain, and I was aware that it would come to a point where it wouldn't mask any of it. I really didn't want to reach that point. I had to wonder if Willow understood what I was thinking because she was looking at me with eyes of deep perception. I saw concern in her eyes.

She was worried about me.

I opened the Xanax and took out one pill. I placed it in front of her beside her open bottle of water. "This is for you," I told her. "It will help keep you from being too anxious."

She looked at the pill, but she didn't pick it up. Then she did that cute thing with her nose as she looked up at me with an inquiring look.

I smiled warmly at her. "I'm not going to make you take it. I will leave that up to you. I'll take mine and I'll take it alone if I have to. Okay?" I had my pill in my hand.

I didn't really think she was going to, but she picked up her Xanax.

I took mine and she took hers. But then it got a little tricky. I drank from my water bottle to wash it down. Willow swallowed her pill dry. She never touched her water bottle.

I looked at her. "Don't you want your water?" I asked her.

She looked at it and she shrugged hesitantly.

I prided myself as a private investigator, so as a P. I., it was time to do my detective work. I detected.

I looked at the water bottle and tried to determine why Willow wasn't drinking from it. She had picked the water out from the store so I knew that she wanted water instead of the sweet stuff. But why didn't she want this bottle?

I looked at the cap lying on the counter.

Then I realized...It was because the bottle was open.

I decided to try something. I took a new bottle of water from the refrigerator and without opening it, I set it before her.

She looked up at me.

I looked at her.

She picked up the bottle, she opened it, and then she drank from it.

I frowned as I thought of the implications.

Suddenly, her eyes widened.

"Willow, what is it?" I asked with concern.

She picked up the Xanax subscription and pointed at the label. She seemed excited about something.

"What is it?"

She pointed at a word printed on the label.

"Xanax?" I inquired. "What are you trying to tell me?" Then I held up a hand. "Wait a minute."

I went into my den and I grabbed a pen and a pad. I came back out into the kitchen as I flipped the pad open. I handed it to her and gave her the pen.

"Can you write it out for me?"

She nodded. She was excited about something. She wrote onto the pad and then she gave it to me. And she was smiling. The smile seemed to say, "I found something."

I looked at what she wrote.

It was a single letter.

X.

I frowned. What the hell did that mean?
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Chapter 9
9

SPENSER

It was bound to happen sooner or later. I had thought it would have been later. I would have preferred it not to happen at all.

Willow had just shown me the "X" she made and she was excited about it. And yet that excitement quickly evaporated from her eyes as she looked at me with concern. Suddenly, I doubled over in agony. The pain was so great that waves of darkness washed over me. I fell onto the floor, and I'm not certain, but I think I may have cried out.

I saw through a foggy haze as I laid there on my back Willow rushing toward me. She kneeled beside me and her long hair brushed over my face. A tear fell from her eyes and it dropped onto my cheek. She looked so frightened, so vulnerable, I tried desperately to regain control of my body...but I couldn't.

That was the last thing I remembered right before the darkness swallowed me whole and I lost all consciousness.

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SCOOBIES

Hawk fully intended to twist Angel's head right off from his shoulders just as he had with Little Mikey, thereby turning him into a pile of dust. Angel, however, did not particularly like those intentions. He had only meant to talk to the big, black badass, but lately, he had come to realize that every time he tried to strike a conversation with someone he didn't know, his life was on the line. Angel brought up his hands and he knocked Hawk's arms aside. By doing so, he was able to keep his head attached to his shoulders. He opened his mouth to say something, but Hawk sent a fist into his face.

Giles and Xander had been behind Angel. They caught him as he fell back. But when Hawk sent a flying kick to Angel's chest, all three of them tumbled to the floor.

Hawk looked at the trio closely as they struggled to their feet.

"Now there's something you just don't see every day," he growled. "Two white boys who are human accompanied with a pale-faced vampire." He grabbed Xander by the front of his shirt and held him up from off the floor. He glared into the boy's face. "When I see humans with demons, I think Brotherhood." As he held Xander up with one hand, he used his other hand to raise Xander's right hand. He gave the back of his hand a look. "But I don't see no tattoo's."

Xander stared at Hawk. "B-Brotherhood?" He grinned nervously. "Me? No! No, I'm not...I'm not a brother, brother." He chuckled. "I'm simply Xander. Xander is me."

Angel looked at Hawk. "Put him down."

Hawk tossed Xander into Giles and they fell to the floor once again. Giles was really becoming quite annoyed by this.

Hawk decided to focus his attention on the vampire. As they faced each other, they began to circle around as if looking for the best method of attack. At least that's what Hawk was looking for.

"We're not your enemy," Angel tried to tell him. "We just want to--" He ducked as Hawk sent a fist at his face. Angel grabbed the man's arm and he rammed his knee into his side. Then Angel flipped him over and he sent him falling hard onto the floor.

Hawk, however, was quite fast. He was back on his feet in no time. He shoved Giles into Xander and sent them falling to the floor a third time. Then he snap-kicked Angel in the chest. Angel fell against the wall. As Hawk moved toward him, Angel pushed himself from the wall and he tackled Hawk. Angel had used his head to smash into Hawks stomach, but it proved to be a bad move on his part. He felt Hawk's arms start to wrap around his chest. The next thing he knew, he was upside down and Hawk fully intended to drop him on his head.

Well, Angel had seen the WWF, too, and he wrapped his legs around Hawk's neck. Then he pulled with all his might and the two men crashed to the floor. They came apart, rolled away from each other and quickly got to their feet.

Once again, they faced one another.

"You don't know what's going on," Angel snapped. "Fighting me is only wasting time."

Hawk regarded him. "You're not like most vampires," he said to Angel. "Your fighting is defensive. Never met a defensive vampire before. They're always aggressive. Wanting to feed." He paused. "You also want to talk. Is that what you do before you feed?"

Angel shook his head. "I'm not here to feed."

"W-we're not your enemy," Giles said to Hawk as he cautiously moved forward.

Xander brushed himself off. "At least, we don't want to be."

"Why are you here?" Hawk demanded. He looked at Angel closely, prepared to attack or defend himself if necessary. He personally preferred to attack, but his gut hunch was telling him that this trio was not what they appeared to be.

There was something about them.

"We-we're looking for someone," Giles responded hesitantly. "A girl."

Hawk frowned at Giles. "You're looking for a girl." Then he turned his hard gaze to Angel. "Is this girl a snack for you?"

Angel looked horrified. If it were possible, he even looked paler. "What? No! No, she's not a snack! She...she was kidnapped. We just want to bring her home where she belongs."

"In case you didn't know, you are a creature of the night. You do realize that, don't you? You expect me to believe that you are trying to help this girl find her way home?" He looked at Giles and Xander. "Why are two humans and a vampire together as a team?"

Giles stepped closer to Hawk as he held a hand toward Angel. "Let me h-handle this." Putting his own life on the line, he stood right in front of Hawk and sincerely hoped that the man would not decide to toss him again. Three times was enough. "M-my name is Rupert Giles. This--" He pointed at the boy. "--is Xander Harris. A-and the vampire is Angel."

Hawk's face was neutral. "A demon with a name like that could be very misleading."

"P-perhaps so. But he is not looking to harm anyone." Giles hesitated. "He has a soul."

Hawk blinked. "Vampires do not have souls."

"Well..." Giles removed his glasses and looked at Hawk, "this one does."

Hawk turned to regard Angel. "How can that be?"

Angel took a cautious step forward. "A long time ago, I was cursed by gypsies. They restored my soul."

"They restored your soul?"

He nodded. "Yes."

"And you call that a curse?"

Angel nodded again. "Yes. I do. For me, it is a curse."

Hawk was curious. "Why?"

The vampire with a soul hesitated. "I have to live with the things I have done before my soul was restored. Every day. For about a hundred years, I have existed, knowing about the pain and suffering I had personally afflicted upon others."

Hawk looked thoughtful. He paused. "Are you trying to tell me that you haven't fed on a living soul for a hundred years?"

"Cattle. Rats. Plasma." He shrugged. "I manage."

Hawk grunted. He turned to Giles. "Tell me about this girl."

Giles nodded. "Of course. She-she has long red hair, and green eyes. Her name is Willow Rosenberg, and--"

Hawk chuckled.

Angel, Xander, and Giles looked at him in alarm.

"What's so funny?" Xander got brave enough to ask.

Hawk turned his head to look at the boy.

Xander took a step back, just in case.

"Jane Doe saw a tree," Hawk explained. "The tree was a Weeping Willow and she seemed to like the name 'Willow' better than she did 'Jane'."

"J-Jane Doe?" Giles inquired. "But isn't 'Jane Doe' usually reserved for...the deceased?"

Hawk nodded once. "Deceased, yes. But that name is also given to those poor girls who have lost their memories."

"W-Willow has amnesia?"

"Uh-huh. That's right, Professor."

Giles looked at him funny.

Angel tried to block out the images of what he had seen at the Funhouse outside of LA. "Is Willow safe?"

Hawk nodded. "Willow is safe. But she has to be moved."

"They're looking for her. S'ushi wants her back."

"Where are you staying?" Hawk wanted to know.

"The Sheraton."

Hawk turned to look at Giles. "You and the boy go back there and wait."

Giles and Xander both wanted to protest.

"Stay there. Your friend Angel and I will bring Willow to you and that's only when I'm fully convinced she'll be safe with you." He looked at Angel. "You'll come with me."

Angel nodded. "I haven't got a problem with that." He turned to Giles and Xander. "It's a good idea, Giles."

Giles reluctantly agreed.

"We have to go back the way we came?" Xander asked with a hint of worry in his voice. "What if those other vamps are still around?"

Hawk pointed down a side tunnel access. "About thirty feet this way, you'll find access to Boylston Street. Get out into the light of day. The Sheraton will be two blocks down. You won't miss it."

They turned to go but Xander hesitated. He turned to look at Hawk. "Wait a minute..." He took a deep breath. "Look...I've got to know. You tell us that Willow is safe. But...is she okay? Has she been hurt?"

Hawk regarded him. "Are you Willow's boyfriend?"

He shook his head and grinned nervously. "No. But she's...Willow is my best friend. And I've been going crazy thinking about what might have happened to her. What she must have gone through before she was found."

"Don't think about what she went through. Willow is safe now and she is in the care of someone who will give his own life for her. That's really the important thing now, isn't it?"

Xander nodded slowly. "Yes. It is."

"We'll see you soon." Hawk turned, and he and Angel disappeared into the tunnels.

Xander joined Giles and together, they returned to the Sheraton to play a game they hated to play.

The Waiting Game.

***

Hawk and Angel soon found themselves in a dark alley. Across the street where the sun was shining brightly was an old firehouse. Hawk had explained that it had once been-obviously-a firehouse, but then it had been renovated into Spenser's apartment. Now it was just empty.

At least it had been until now.

There were two men standing in front of the entrance of the old building and five others had gone inside.

"They're looking for Willow," Angel said knowingly, "and this Spenser you mentioned." In spite of being in the shadows of the alley, the sun still hurt his eyes as he looked toward the firehouse. He turned his head and he looked at Hawk. "Who is Spenser?"

"The most baddest white boy in Boston," Hawk responded. "He's a gumshoe. A private investigator. Used to be a bluecoat."

Angel puzzled over that. "'Bluecoat'?"

"Cop." Hawk saw movement through one of the second floor windows of the firehouse. "Willow was put into Spenser's care by Martin Quirk, a police lieutenant, and the reason being...If any one can find out who Willow is and return her to her home, that would be Spenser." He paused. "Looks like Billiard's boys is planning to leave."

Angel looked at him. "'Are'."

Hawk gave him the look.

"Well, it's just that you said 'is planning', but you should have said 'are planning.'" Angel frowned. "But you know that, don't you?"

Hawk didn't say anything.

"Sorry." Angel squinted as he once again forced himself to look across the street.

Five men joined the two out front and they looked quite agitated. The men then piled into two separate cars and they began to drive away. Angel wasn't certain who this Billiard was, but he figured the man was a thug working for S'ushi Alyssia.

"We may have an hour," Hawk replied. "Maybe less."

Angel regarded him. "For what?"

"Before they find out where Spenser really lives." Hawk pinned Angel with a hard gaze. "You say you haven't killed or fed from a human in a long time. Is that true?"

Angel nodded. "It is."

"Does taking a human life really bother you?"

"Yes." He hesitated. "Wouldn't it bother you?"

"You are speaking from the assumption that I haven't taken lives before. That would be a false assumption."

Angel looked at Hawk. "Does it bother you to take a life?"

"Depends on whose life I am taking. If the life belongs to scum, I don't mind. If the life I'm taking belongs to someone worst than scum...I still don't mind. I just take that life all that much slower." He studied Angel's face, watching for a reaction. "The real question is, if it comes to Willow or S'ushi's men, what would it come down to?"

Angel returned the hard gaze. "I'll do anything I can to protect Willow."

"Including taking the life of someone human?"

He took a deep breath. "Yes." He hesitated. "Hawk...listen. This thing has hit Xander a lot more than he has let on. I don't want him to make the choices that we have to."

"You don't want him to take a life." Hawk paused as he thought about it. "Do you think the boy is capable of it?"

"I don't know. Maybe. He really cares about Willow." He let out a weary sigh. "I just don't want to find out if he is capable."

"Maybe he isn't."

Angel suddenly looked tired. "If Xander had seen what Giles and I had seen at the Funhouse outside of LA...I think he'd be more than capable."

"What did you see?"

Angel told him what he had seen. The images were still in his head and he couldn't block them out. "We were told that Willow and someone named Kali had been taken there to this Funhouse."

"The girl you found in the basement was Kali."

He shrugged. "We're not exactly sure, but it is possible."

"There's an alley close to Spenser's. You'll wait there while I get Spenser and Willow."

Angel agreed. He followed Hawk back into the sewer tunnels.
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Chapter 10
THE VILLAINS

Damien and David were back at the warehouse on the wharf with S'ushi Alyssia and Billiard as they waited for her thugs to return to her with their prize.

Willow.

The two remaining Lost Boys wore solemn expressions. S'ushi did not like solemn expressions. She especially did not like them on David's face. She sauntered up to him, grabbed a hold of his head with both hands, and kissed him hard on the lips. After all, she wanted his full attention now and there was no reason to be solemn when she would soon have her favorite toy back. David returned the kiss, but then he forcibly shoved her away from him. His eyes had turned yellow and his face had changed.

"You shouldn't play with fire, Red," he warned her as he tried to control his sudden burning desire for her. "You know what I can do to you."

She smiled at him and she ran her fingers through his hair. "We've played rough before, David. I just think you're shy when it comes to..." She looked him up and down as she gave him a sultry smile, teasing him. "...performing before an audience."

Billiard glared at them. He was having a difficult time keeping back his own rage. This display from S'ushi with a creature of the dead sickened him.

David looked at S'ushi. "There's nothing wrong with my performance."

She smiled and played with an ear lobe. "This I know quite well."

"I'm...distracted right now." He was thinking about two Lost Boys who were truly lost, Marco and Little Mikey.

S'ushi snuggled up against him, holding her body close to his. She purred with delight. "Not that distracted, I see." She giggled.

He grabbed her by the shoulders and pushed her away once again. His face was back to being human, but his eyes were burning with rage. "Someone's taking out my boys! Damien and I are the only two left."

She regarded him with concern. "Who do you think has killed them?"

"I have two possible suspects in mind." David paused as he reigned in his anger. He took a deep breath. Then, he looked at S'ushi. "It's either Hawk...or it's Angel."

S'ushi paused in thought. She found herself intrigued. "Hawk, I know," she said softly. "You've never mentioned this 'Angel' before."

David shrugged. "Never needed to before now. The only reason I bring him up is because he's here in Boston."

"Who is Angel?"

David smiled and he shook his head. "Oh, Angel is a one-of-a-kind hero. He's the kind of guy that my kind adores so much," he said with heavy sarcasm, "that all we want to do is torture him slowly for as long as we can. Until we get tired of the poor bastard and throw him out into the sun. Or fill his veins with Holy Water and watch him burn to death from the inside out."

"So he's a vampire?"

David nodded. "He's a vampire."

S'ushi regarded him as from the sidelines, Damien and Billiard watched the two of them closely. "Well, David, it is clear to me that this Angel must be some kind of special vampire, otherwise, you wouldn't hate him so much."

David chuckled. "Oh, he's special all right. Angel has a soul. He cares for humans and he kills his own kind to protect them." He spoke those words with a great deal of bitterness.

S'ushi paused. "Why do you suspect Angel of killing Little Mikey and Marco?"

He let out a sigh. "They're both missing. They should have been here by now. We lost Marco in the tunnels awhile ago and he's still not back." He shook his head. "We saw Angel in the tunnels and he was with two humans." He paused for affect as he watched S'ushi for a reaction. "They were looking for Willow."

Something very dangerous flashed in S'ushi's eyes. "What?"

"Well, Angel told me that he was actually looking for you, but when I mentioned the name Willow, he reacted."

S'ushi thought about what David was telling her. "Well, damn it! Isn't this a fine kettle of fish!"

At that moment, Billiard's cellular phone rang. He pulled it out of his pocket and he answered it. "Billiard." He listened. "Find his new address and go there! Do it now. Stop wasting my time unless you can bring the girl here without further delay." He closed his cell phone and put it back into his coat pocket. He looked at S'ushi. "Spenser doesn't live at the firehouse any more. But they'll get his new address and they'll find him."

She looked at him with daggers in her eyes. "For their sakes, and yours...they'd better."
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SPENSER'S APARTMENT

Willow didn't know what to do. She was leaning over Spenser with tears in her eyes. All she knew was that he was unconscious, but then that only meant he wasn't in any pain.

((That had to have been a good thing, right? N-not a bad thing, 'cause pain is a bad thing a-and Spenser doesn't have a pain face on.))

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door, and Willow jumped at the sound. She looked at the front door fearfully. She then looked down at Spenser with deep concern. She grabbed onto his hand and she held it.

There was another knock.

And then a voice spoke from the other side of the door. "It's your friendly neighborhood thug basher."

A look of relief crossed over Willow's face as she recognized that voice. She opened her mouth to call out his name, but all that came out was a whisper. She tried again, and this time it was louder, but it was only more like a squeak.

"Spenser?"

Willow tried again. "H-Hawk!" she cried out.

The door swung open with a kick and in walked Hawk. His eyes took in everything. He saw Spenser laying on the floor with Willow at his side and he crossed the room to approach them.

He satisfied himself that Spenser was only unconscious and not dead. Then he went into the bathroom to retrieve something. When he came back out, he had a small bottle of smelling salts. As he opened it, he looked at Willow who was watching every move he made.

"The pretty green-eyed white girl can talk," he said softly. "That's good."

Willow looked at the small bottle in his hand.

Hawk held it out toward her. "Smelling salts."

Willow sniffed and then she made a face.

He chuckled. "Don't worry about it, Red. See? Now we get to watch Spense make a face." He waved the open bottle under Spenser's nose. "Better back up. He don't particularly like this stuff." He chuckled again.

Willow glanced at him and then she backed up.

Spenser jerked to consciousness and he roughly knocked Hawk's hand aside.

Hawk flashed Willow a grin. "' Told ya."

* * *

I opened my eyes and found Hawk leaning over me. Believe me when I tell you this...Regaining consciousness to find Hawk leaning over you is not something I would recommend to anyone. Especially if you have a weak heart. I turned my head as I pushed myself up into a sitting position and there I saw Willow nervously wring her hands together as she watched me.

I put my back to the wall. Willow came over to me, grabbed a hold of my hand, and then she sat beside me. She gripped my hand tight enough to let me know that she wouldn't be willing to let go any time soon. She had been afraid for me.

I looked over at Hawk.

The bastard was smiling.

Not much ever made Hawk smile. But when something did, you can bet that it had to have been something incredibly amazing.

My curiosity finally got the best of me. "Okay, Hawk, why the split in your face?" I asked.

"Willow spoke her first word," he said in that deep voice of his.

I looked at Willow. "She did?"

"Uh-huh," Hawk said.

I turned to regard him with one of my dazzling expressions of bemusement. "What was the word she said?"

He flashed me his teeth. "She said, 'Hawk'." He let out another chuckle. "You know what this means, don't you?"

I paused. "Willow's not only the President of the Hawk Club, she's the only member of the Hawk Club?"

"No, Bro. It means that she likes me more than she likes you."

I looked at Willow.

She looked at me with a guilty expression on her pretty face.

I smiled at her. "Don't worry about that. I'm just glad you can talk." I paused. "You can talk, can't you?"

She nodded her head.

I waited.

Then she realized that she had only nodded and so she took a deep breath. "Y-yes," she said softly. "I-I can talk."

She did have her voice back. That was progress once again, and progress was only improving. It made me think about the circumstances in her life. I had lost consciousness and she suddenly had to deal with it. Somehow the experience restored her ability to talk. But did it restore any of her memory?

"Willow," I said to her as I put my hand over hers, "do you remember anything about what happened to you? Do you know how you got here?"

She hesitated. "Y-you took me from the hospital."

I glanced at Hawk. "What about before that? How did you get there?"

A tear rolled down her cheek as she looked at me. She began to tremble, and much to my dismay, she didn't say anything.

I couldn't push her. I didn't want to. "All right, Willow. It's okay." I hugged her to me. "One step at a time, right? We'll take it one step at a time."

She nodded her head.

I then turned to look at Hawk and I realized something else. He was going to ask questions.

And he did.

"What were you doing on the floor?" he asked me.

I shrugged. "Looking for termites."

He grunted.

That was just his way of calling me a liar.

Hawk was one of the most intelligent guys I knew. He had seen the pills I was taking. He had found me passed out on the floor. He would figure it out sooner or later. When he asked me his next question, I knew that he had figured it out sooner.

"Does Susan know?" he inquired.

I sighed. "No. And neither do you."

"I know a lot." Hawk paused. "But that can wait. We have to leave. Now."

"Is there time to pack?"

"Just your gun. S'ushi sent a team to the old firehouse, but they didn't find you there."

I nodded. "Which only means they'll eventually find my new unlisted address."

"They could be on their way here now."

I began to rise to my feet. Willow jumped up and tried to help me. It was endearing and it made me smile.

"Thank you," I told her.

"Y-you're welcome," she responded.

I put my hand to her face and smiled at her. She had a nice voice and it was good to hear. I then gathered my gun and I went into the kitchen to retrieve the prescriptions for myself and for Willow. The two of us followed Hawk out into the hallway.

"We should head to the safe house," I said on our way down the stairs.

"Nah. Some where better," Hawk told us.

I looked at him curiously. "Where?"

"The basement."

That brought Willow to an abrupt halt. Hawk and I turned to look at her and she was suddenly holding onto the stair railing with both hands as if it were a lifeline.

She looked up at me and she shook her head. "N-no...please..." she said, her voice almost a whisper. "I-I don't want to go t-to the basement." Her eyes filled with tears.

I looked at her with concern. "Why don't you want to go to the basement, Willow?" I had to ask her. God knows I didn't want to, but I believed it was necessary. Was she beginning to remember?

A look of confusion crossed her face. She looked up at me. "I-I don't know," she said, frustrated. Scared. Vulnerable. "B-bad things h-happen in...in the basement."

I held out my hand to her. "Willow, if Hawk says that we need to go to the basement, I trust him. We won't let anything happen to you." I looked into her terrified eyes. "I won't let anything happen to you." I paused. "Do you trust me?"

She grabbed my hand and nodded. "Yes." She hesitated. "I-I'm just so scared." It came out as a whisper again as she absently wiped at her eyes with her other hand.

I picked her up and she put her arms around my neck. "Just close your eyes," I told her. "Will that help?"

She closed her eyes and nodded.

I carried Willow and I followed Hawk down the stairs.

"I ran into some people who told me that they were looking for Willow," Hawk told me as we continued down the stairs. "One of them is there waiting for us in the basement."

"Why is this person in the basement?" I asked.

Hawk looked back at me. "We figure if we use the tunneling system, we can get Willow to the Sheraton where they have a room. S'ushi and her guppies will never be able to track us if we stay off the streets."

I had to admit, that was a good idea. "Guppies?"

He chuckled.

"So who are we meeting?"

"His name is Angel." Hawk paused. "Watch where you step, Bro. You are about to enter into a different world. One in which will change the way you see things."

I looked at him and wondered what he meant by that. But before I had a chance to ask him about it, we were heading down the stairs into the basement. Angel was there waiting for us. He looked kind of pale to me, like he didn't get enough sun. Or maybe he didn't get any. I was a pretty good judge of character, too. From the look of concern and relief on his face when he saw Willow in my arms, I could tell it was genuine.

"Willow!" he exclaimed.

Willow opened her eyes and she looked at Angel. Then she turned her head to look at me.

"Are you okay?" I asked.

She nodded.

I set her down and she stayed by my side. She watched Angel very closely, but I didn't see any recognition for Angel cross her face. She was trying though. She was looking at him as if she wanted to burn his image into her memory. And I had to give this Angel a lot of credit. I could tell that he wanted to rush over to her, pick her up, and give her a hug, but he was apparently aware that a move like that could do more harm than good.

He kept his distance. "Willow...do you remember me?"

Willow studied his face. "I...I don't know." There was a catch in her voice. She looked so troubled. It was frustrating to her not having any recollections of the ones she loved and who loved her. "D-do you know me?" she asked desperately.

Angel nodded his head. "Yes. Yes, I do know you."

She took a hesitant step toward him. "P-please...please tell me...W-who am I?"

"Your name is Willow Rosenberg. You live on 6305 Westminster Place, Sunnydale, California. You have a family and friends who love you very much. We came here to find you, Willow. Giles and Xander are with me." He regarded her. "Do you remember?"

She shook her head. "No." Suddenly, she remembered the tree in the park and she looked at me in amazement. "Willow is my real name!"

I smiled. "It is."

Hawk called for our attention. "We have to go, people. Maybe once we get to the Sheraton, we can talk."

I nodded and I waved my hand at them. "Lead the way."

And so Angel and Hawk did.

We went through the tunnels quickly. I had Willow by the hand and every now and then, I would look at her face. She was thinking hard about something. When we stopped so that Angel could open a cover above us, I regarded her with concern. "What is it, Willow?" I asked her.

"Th-these tunnels," she said with a puzzled frown. "There's s-something familiar about all this."

"What is it that makes it familiar?"

She shook her head and sighed in frustration. "I-I don't know." She looked at Angel.

"Take it slow," I told her. "It will come to you."

She nodded, but she still looked thoughtful.

We made it to the Sheraton without incident. Angel led us to the room where he and the others were staying, and he knocked on the door.

The door swung open and there stood this British gentleman wearing a scowl and a pair of glasses. "I-it's about time--" he started to say until his eyes found Willow. Then he was suddenly at a loss for words.

He struggled to say something.

Willow took a hesitant step toward him. She wanted to ask him something. I looked at the Brit and he decided to let her speak rather than fumble over his own words.

Willow looked up at him. "Are y-you my father?" she asked him.

The man's mouth dropped open. "Er, n-no," he stammered as he took off his glasses. "No, I'm not your father. Willow, I-I'm Rupert Giles. Your, er, librarian." He paused. "D-don't you remember?"

Willow looked at him with a puzzled expression.

I couldn't blame her. I was just as puzzled as she was. Librarian? The only thing I could think of about Rupert Giles being here in Boston was that Willow and he shared a similar love for books...or she owed him a lot of overdue fees.

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